i came to the classroom for course japanese-two at afteoon， l found it’s so hard after finishing two classesl said to myself in the way to the dormitory:”japanese is not useful to my major， and bearing the pronunciation of pseudonyms must be uneasy” so when i get to my room， i retreated this course and chose english5 as substitution
（september twentieth）continuation of the article
then i came to wind-and-rain stadium with dubo we had played table tennis for about one and a half hours it’s really funny
ok， let’s think about what i did during choosing course then we will know that a person can’t always make rational decisions sometimes we just don’t know what we really need or want is taking my experiment for an example， i felt that i like japanese very much and i could lea it very well as long as i try my best to do so but i never think that why i lea it， what japanese can give me and what i will lea at the course
in fact， leaing japanese2 directly without the foundation of japanese1 means that i have to study yearlong course with half year it’s obvious that japanese2 will take me much time but bigger problem is that leaing japanese is not useful to myself because i hardly have chances to prictise it or municate with one person who just speak japanese
except this， bearing phonetic symbols and many new word is undoubtedly boring for me although i had retreated this course and chosen english， english is not easy either only i put whole heart on it， can i pass itso my heart is not light now
in summary， getting loss will harm a person’s good mood unwise decisions， being(or feeling) unable to deal with something he has to do， feeling inferior than others(or in fact it’s true)，not getting love and care from others… all of these can lead to a bad mood next， i will talk about feeling of inferiority
inferiority es from parisons and it often appears with self-respect taking me for an example， i always feel inferior during the high school why it is because i pared myself with those great students in the middle school， i usually can get the first price， so i became self-important i thought i was the best but when i enter high school， i found there were so many people who were better than me and when i came to zhejiang university， i found the thing is the same i’m not better than others in study and my family is poor although i have read many books， which makes me feel superior， no one knows it by paring me with others， i feel i’m so mon， even mediocre
(september twentieth) impressions of playing table tennis
i came to the playground for playing table tennis at first， i invited a sophomore to play with me but he refused playing after the ball made a round trip he said my level is too low then he wanted to ask a girl play with me on mobile phone but thing didn’t go smoothly so he invited another girl who sat on the nearby bench to play， the girl agreed but i found her was a leaer during playing we chatted happily after a few minutes she said she would e back so i had to seek other person， then i played with a boy， he played better than me although i had tried my best， l played very hard but at last， he also said he would e back， so i stood there watching them playing finally a teacher let me play with her， but i didn’t do well then it came to nine o’clock and i went back
i feel that you can’t be the best， in fact， you are possibly not very good the matter is to try you best and enjoy your time or you’d better spend your time on other things which you are good at
